Ryan

last entry nov. 2005...sweet

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:38:16 GMT

so im not sure why exactly i thought about this website the other day...but i did. i am basically just seeing who is still on here??

um it deff has been almost a year

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 23:04:38 GMT

soooo it deff has been almost a year since i have updated my livejournal...i am currently a myspace whore for those of you who dont know!!! uuuuuum life is good i just RENT today MOTHER FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!! ME LIKEY!!! hope everyone else is doing well if anyone wants to you should fill me in on what is going on with you! yeah PS LJ has changed formats since i was last on here...crazy...

LOVE

ahhhh i have returned

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 09:24:02 GMT

sooo yeah its my birthday....happy 20...
nik the roomate told me to today that 20 really is a big birthday cuz you only change your first digit about 6 or 7 times in your lifetime...kinda cool yet depressing...

i read my entry from last year and i am deffinetly in a different skin than i was a year ago. im content with life doing things for myself and generally happy. i have wonderful people in my life ones that are close and ones that are far away. today i am filled with happy memories and good thoughts. i am positive. i am ready to allow myself to love and let others love me.

happy v day

love
ry ry

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 17:04:37 GMT

your user name

Come To My Garden

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 06:09:53 GMT

Hey everyone Mesa Communtiy College (MCC) is putting on a production of "The Secret Garden" it would be awesome if you could all come see it!!!

-When?
Performances are:
October 27,28,29,30 at 7:30pm
and October 30 at 2:00pm

-Where?
Mesa Community College's Theatre Outback

-How to get tickets
Box Office Hours:
Monday through Friday 1-5
480-461-7170

-How much are tickets?
General Public-$10
MCC Faculty/Staff/Alumni-$8
Seniors/Other Students(ASU included)-$7
MCC Students $5

I hope to see you all there
love
ryan

lets get physical

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 05:25:24 GMT

so today went to pure fitness and i set up a membership
im gonna be hot!!!!!!!!!!
my trainer is cool as hell and totally non judgemental about my wieght thing
so im really excited i really think this is going to work this time
so about my work out
i did a lot of arm work and now i can barely lift my arms to talk on my cell phone...lol

soo yeah hope everyone is doing well

TONYS!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 06:22:21 GMT

BIG BIG BIG CONGRADULATIONS TO MRS. IDINA MENZEL FOR WINNING BEST ACCTRESS IN A MUSICAL AT THE TONY AWARDS!!!!!!!!

its about fuckin time.

also wicked won best costumes and best scenic design. so im back from la although noone really knew that i was there but it was fun and i saw cindy crawford playing with her kids!!!

rememberence

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 08:03:55 GMT

im sorry
i need to cry but i think that my tears have dried up because i cant do it anymore

wonders for self esteem

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 00:54:24 GMT

Ryan: hey do you wanna dance?
Guy at biz: I feel like im going to throw up

yay that did wonders for the good ol self esteem.

ok i have a serious question... am i hideous?? do i have a sign on me that says please dont date me or talk to me??

anyway thanks to leah and tiff and all the lesbians for trying to hook me up the other day love u guys!!!!

stolen from WHAT UP?!?!?!?!?!?

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 02:37:40 GMT

where did you meet me?

were you attracted to me when you met me?

were you ever attracted to me?

are you still attracted to me?

did i ever screw you over?

did you ever want to screw me?

did you ever seriously consider a relationship with me?

did you attempt that relationship?

why do you love me now?

please fill this out...i would appreciate it...

oh why not

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 12:37:10 GMT

X out the things that apply to you:
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(_) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(_) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER

finally got my tatoo

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 06:08:44 GMT

i finally got my tattoo!!!!! woooo hooooooooo it burns tho...so not so wooo hooo...but i think im going to drink the pain away so wooooooooooooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooooooooooo

ps i love wicked

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 08:08:36 GMT

1. What time is it? 1:00 am
2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate? Ryan Kay Tang
3. Nickname(s): RT, RyRy, Tang, Tanganator, bubby
4. Parent's Names: Christine and jackie
5. Living Arrangement: in my apartment
6. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? i didnt have a cake on my last birthday
7. Date that you regularly blow them out? feb 14
8. Pet(s): a puppy JC, and a dog Deja, and three cats monique, sarah, and jessie at home
9. Height: 5'8
10. Eye Color: dark brown
11. Hair: black
12. Piercing(s):my cartilidge
13. Favorite Color(s): GREEN blue red GREEN
14. Birthplace:hartford hospital CT
15. Hometown: windsor locks ct
16. Current Residence: Tempe, AZ
17. Great Taste: honestly i have no idea
18. What country would you like to visit someday? italy, and all of europre
19. Been toilet-papering: i toilet papered my living room when i was 12.
20. Been drunk? hmm yeah i afew times
21. Been in a car crash? nope knock on wood
22. Favorite Smell: momma's cooking.
23. What perfume/cologne do you wear? DG, Dunhill exxcentric, Curve, Candies, navy
24. Coffee or coffee ice cream? coffee...the coffee ice cream should be banned
25. Blanket or stuffed animal? blankie any day
26. Dumper or Dumpee: always the dumpee
27. Favorite number: 3
28. Quote from a movie: "No MORE WIRE HANGERS!!!" ~mommy dearest
"So if you care to find me, look to the western sky" Wicked
29. Favorite Holiday: christmas
30. Favorite Foods: Italian, Chinese
31. Day of the Week: thursday i have no class
32. Song at the Moment: Defying gravity~ wicked
33. TV show(s): law and order SVU
34. Toothpaste: Colgate with whitening
35. Restaurant:big fat greek
36. Flower;a rose i guess
37. Something you hate: feeling like i am not wanted
38. Alcoholic drink(s): midori sour wil always be my fav...but tequilla comes really close
39. Sport to Watch: dance
40. Hobbie(s): theatre, dance, music, have long tlaks over packs of cigerettes with friends...or roomates
41. Ice cream: half baked by ben and jerry
42. Zoo Exhibit:i hate zoos
43. Sesame street Character: elmo
44. Roller coasters exciting or scary? exciting...
45. Fast food restaurant: wendys
46. When was your last hospital visit?never had one knock on wood
47. Favorite soft drink: rasperry iced tea
48. Favorite book or author: wicked:the life and times of the wicked witch of the west...gregory mcguire and anne rice
49. What do you think of Ouija boards? scare the shiat out of me
50. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? being a broadway star...or living in a small studio apt in nyc broke as hell
51. Have you ever been convicted of a crime? nope knock on wood
52. Which store would you max out your credit card?PIER ONE!!!! or H and M but none of u know what the is soo...
53. What do you do most often when you are bored? NOTHING
54. What words or phrases do you overuse?so hows the gine? i like grapes
55. Most annoying thing is: smelly people
56. Best Thing: having good friends
57. Bedtime: heh heh im a damned insomniac
58. What books are you reading now? confessions of an ugly step sister-gregory mcguire
59. Favorite game:something is not normal...heh heh Fucker you know what that means
60. What is the worst feeling in the world? feeling alone.
61. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning?am i going to be able to go to class today
62. Storms, scary or cool? awesome
63. What type was your first car? 90 mazda protege
64. If you could meet one person dead or alive, who would it be? idina menzel, cuz im goin to marry her someday
65. What is your zodiac sign? this is dawning of the age of aquarious
66. If you could have any job you wanted what would it be? hello broadway star
67. Have you ever been in love? yes and it hurt
68. Is the glass half empty or half full? i think that the waitor is slacking and isnt going to be getting a good tip
69. What is your favorite movie? spaceballs
70. Are you a lefty or a righty? Righty
71. What's under your bed? clothes
72. Where do you plan to go on vacation next? la i think
73. What is your theme song? im not that girl...wicked
74. What time is it now? 1:15

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 17:07:26 GMT

Firsts
First best friend: This kid Matt whom I still kinda talk to today
First car: My 90 mazda protege...aka the tangmobile
First real kiss: hasnt happened yet unless you count the drunken spin the bottle
First real break-up: um i guess in 7th grade when Kaners broke up with me...
First screen name: lionking85
First self purchased album: the "just a girl" single by no doubt
First funeral: I think my great grandpa's maybe??
First pets: Bimmer...my orange kitty he used to sleep wtih me...
First piercing/tattoo: my cartilege last june
First credit card: Visa platinum
First true love: first feelings of love were with ralph but those have gone away...never actually been in love with someone that loved me back
First enemy:mike patient we used to beat eachother up in boy scouts
First big trip: i think to disney world when i was like 7
Last cigarette: bout two minutes ago
Last car ride: when i dropped my mom off at the airport this morning
Last kiss: like i said unless drunken spin the bottle counts...nothin
Last good cry: what exactly is a good cry
Last library book checked out: the sheet music for falsettos
Last movie seen: Romy and Michelles high school reunion
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: my veggie chicken nuggets at like 2 am
Last crush: hmmm i dunno
Last phone call: this morning to my mom.
Last time showered: yesterday morning
Last shoes worn: my brown clogs from AE
Last cd played: WICKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last item bought: p-funks
Last annoyance: my neighbor asked me to drive her to work when i was suppose to take my mom to the airport
Last time wanting to die: when i got lost driving to suprise
Last time I was scolded: before i came back to az in jan
Last shirt worn: an orange one with a dragon on it...like the clock work dragon...hmmm WICKED?!?!??!!?

in a town on the eastern shore

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 08:16:52 GMT

ps i wish i had a digi-cam

random

maybe karyns pictures have something to do with it...hmmm maybe i should get one

new AIM

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 08:15:31 GMT

Hey my new AIM is Atumelekanahmen

to all my wicked people i know ull love it

help

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 06:40:31 GMT

so i think after literally staying in my room for almost two weeks i have decided to go and try and get some help.
i am sorry to anyone that i have let down over the past few weeks please understand that whatever has been going on with me is out of my control. hopefully ryan will be able to come back to normal soon.

email

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 02:25:35 GMT

hey just to let you all know my aol acount is no longer active so the new email is TryDefyingGravity@yahoo.com

im working on getting a new AIM as well but ill keep you all posted

love

happy birthday to me

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 02:20:10 GMT

so yea happy birthday to me....i guess...
the people all around me that remembered thank you guys and i love you!!
deffinetly not fun when only your mom and one of ur best friends remembers...ok so a few more people did to but my aunts, my DAD, and a whole shit load of my "friends" didnt call me at all today... deff feels like shit. just wanted a few phone calls from some close friends today. would have been really nice to hear a few familiar voices today...

and lets not forget that he is GREEN!!!!!

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 21:47:00 GMT

You are Kermit the Frog.
You are reliable, responsible and caring. And you
have a habit of waving your arms about
maniacally.

FAVORITE EXPRESSIONS:
"Hi ho!" "Yaaay!" and
"Sheesh!"
FAVORITE MOVIE:
"How Green Was My Mother"

LAST BOOK READ:
"Surfin' the Webfoot: A Frog's Guide to the
Internet"

HOBBIES:
Sitting in the swamp playing banjo.

QUOTE:
"Hmm, my banjo is wet."

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DOA

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 19:17:00 GMT

So i think I have actually been dead for the past two days.
I actually went to the doctor yesterday...although i had to literally pull myself out of bed to do so...and it turns out that i had a temp od 101.5 and my white blood cell count was at 24,000 when a normal count is only 5,000 so in otherwords i had/have a bacteria infection. yeah so the fever has gone down a bit today, it just my throat that is KILLIING me. All i can eat is fuckin jello god i HATE JELLO NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and tomorrow is my birthday so I
HAVE TO GET BETTER!!!!!! I REFUSE TO BE SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY....SOMETHING HAS TO GO RIGHT FOR ME THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah so a bunch of people called me last night and i was deffinetly on the loopy side and im sure made absolutely no sense at all...so if i talked to any of you last night and sounded retarded its cuz ive been taking peniziln and have had a rediculously high temperature. god im hungry yet i cant eat anything cuz it hurst my throat...well i guess i should go eat more jello.

heh heh

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 07:27:22 GMT

No One Mourns the WICKED!!! From Green to Pink, a
Broom to a Wand, and Balloons to Flying
Monkeys, you Belong in the Stephen Schwartz
Masterpiece. Forget Dorothy and her little
dog, o what's its name, Dodo? This one is
about the two most opposite Diva's Battling it
out and becoming friends. You're probably very
good at Defying Gravity and being Popular but
you need to remember that appearences aren't
everything.

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uuuum not like i changed my answers or anything

heh heh heh

the swamps of home

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 06:28:53 GMT

and rain falls
angry on the tin (car) roof
as we lay awake in my (one of our) bed(s)
and your my survival
my living proof
my love is alive and not dead
and tell me that we belong together
dress it up with the trappings of love
ill be captivated
ill hang from your lips
instead of the gallows of heartache
that hang from the
and i'll be your crying soulder
i'll be love suicide
ill be better when im older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life

what a fuckin summer huh? friendships were made and cemented others were crumbling and dissolving.
i was crumbling and slowly rebuilding myself from the ground up
i never thought that i would actually miss that cold climate.
but ironically enough i felt more warmth there than i ever could in AZ.
i still havent been able to let my hair down
kick off my shoes
sit back
(paint myself green...i mean...)
and relax

was ralph right??? do i feel that the whole world is against me?
is that a turn off?
do i still hold a place in peoples hearts the way that they are in mine?
am i ever living in the present
or am i forever dictating my life by the past?

and furthermore...
have i been growing up or just growing here...and is there a difference?

my birthday is in 6 days...

why arent i more excited?

when will my heart be completely healed?
why do i seem to fall into the same patterns?
i seriosly have been wondering if subconciously i enjoy being the victim

i dunno

its late

im tired

i am getting phlisophical and probably annying the hell out of you guys

did any of that make anysense at all...

bleh

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 18:20:12 GMT

oye i feel like i am hung over but i deffinetly did not drink. remind me never to buy marb reds ever again!!!!!! no matter how much they are on sale...stupid stupid stupid me....well i think the 5th roomate is finally leaving today...good he's been bugging me lately. I felt like shit last night. I blew up at Gigi for no reason. she was suppose to take me to scottsdale so i could drop off my availability and she at the last minute couldnt. andi kinda yelled at her but then i called her right back and appologized cuz i felt like an ass. i mean i was still mad but realized that i might as well be the one to appologize. and yea...so i am almost 100% positive that i didnt get a bid to pledge. understandable...i went to half the rush events and i couldnt go to a dinner but i had rehearsals for once upon a mattres that is literally taking over my life right now. i just wish the guys actually got a chance to know me. i wish i didnt have this commitment to the show right now. i can normally juggle my time just not at this particular moment. yea needless to say im dissapointed. i would have at least made it to pledge process. oh well...good luck to all the pledges this semester!!!

eleka nahmen nahmen atum atum eleka nahmen eleka nahmen nahmen atum atum eleka nahmen

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 17:24:09 GMT

WOO-HOO!! You are Elphaba! You are a feirce Green
Ball of awesomeness! there is nothing you
can't' do...except for taking a bath.

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hahahahaha